Concerning beamwah

Hello, this is beamwah. I'm writing to share my side of a story, which occurred years ago on beyondunreal.com and unrealadmin.org. 

I've read several remarks on these websites, which are not true. I was attempting to locate a map, then was flammed badly by regulars and the admin. I defended myself in a professional manner and they quickly banned my username and deleted my posts.  Shortly afterward someone reactivated my username and posted on my behalf. Without permission.  It always perplexed me why the individual and his/her friends did what they did.  Considering they've kept remarks online all these years, I guess it makes sense.  Some people are obsessed with confrontation and have low self-esteem. So they bully others to elevate themselves.  They're insecure and don't mind slandering to accomplish these goals. You don't find it odd these guys went to such extremes? Diagnosing when not experts in the field and over such a setting to demean? How can they be certain of what they claim, in field of psychology and off such little data? Not so much as a single, private, one-on-one session? Any idea how long it takes a typical expert to arrive at such a diagnosis? Even then it's open to interpretation and potential disagreement by fellow experts. And suppose one of them was an expert, which would make them a doctor in field of contention. Sharing such private medical information over a public platform? Not even a patient of theirs? That would be way unprofessional and violation. Considering what I've read on state websites, it would be grounds for medical license revocation and open to civil action. The website, itself, publicizing it and not so much as warning to the responsible? Not even an apology to myself all these years? Then leaving it online to this day? That's defamation.

Please remove it all and act professional.

beamwah